01 Oct 07
9:54 AM
19 Sep 07
2:48 AM
didnt manage to get off to send him off this morning..but stayed till 2am yest.. jus wan to company him for the last time..its still so heartbreaking with i see his photo..abit naggy thou, but i still wanna sae..i still CANT accept the fact.. he's jus gone like tt.. i can no longer hear his voice or see him..onli can rmb him in my heart..i realli miss you.. ='(well, i guess it's time for us to move on..to cherish the ppl and things around us b4 we regret it..Liu Xia Wei, you will alwaes my in our hearts.. Labels: misses...
17 Sep 07
8:07 PM
Having heard the news that xia wei had passed away realli make my heart sunk..got to know on sat, told by weimin.. asked him nt to joke wif me.. but he sounded so serious..than i know that it's true... till nw.. still cannot accept the fact that he is nt wif us anymore..noe wad? he jus contacted my last month!askin me for nm's no. and at times he will call me to chat while workin or waiting for gf..there are so many things which i regretted for nt doin it.. but its pointless to regret nw..he's nt here anymore.. ='(went to the wake.. waited for him to come.. saw him..couldnt believe my eyes.. (shall nt describe in details)i'm realli stumped for words.. legs all rooted to the ground..all the flashes in sec sch all came back.. Mentos, laughters, CDs, chattings etc.. he's my 'jiemei' .. we shared everything.. =(couldnt sleep last nite.. once i close my eyes and i'll see him.. my heart starts to beat fast, shiver and tears...almost fainted on the street this morning.. teared in the office jus nw.. i jus couldnt accept the fact!! ='(we jus couldnt accept that we jus lost a fren like tt...he's onli 21.. leaving his dad, mum, elder bro n sis behind..and us... =(all we could do is jus prayed that he's fine up there.. and do wad we can for his family..xiawei, you will be always in our hearts.. Thanks for companying me the whole nite
and the breakfast..
i feel so xing fu.. =)
Labels: heartbreaking and tears..
13 Sep 07
6:46 PM
Great start of the day! Had a great ai xin breakfast! =)veri shiok n nice but realli veri full.. *burpS*Not seeing him this morning realli makes my day..thou i noe that he will come later but still.. happy nt seeing him! =Dhad a few drinks last nite.. back.. bathe.. watch some toopid ahbeng movie.. lol!only manage to watch abit than K.O liao...Go or not Go? hmm.. Im realli tired of hiding...when can i get out of this..*sigh*Labels: *Sigh*
11 Sep 07
1:30 AM
its only tues.. 3 more days to weekend..im only looking forward to weekends nw.. draggin myself to work everday..the place had a drastic change.. scary..nt onli the place.. but the ppl too.here i am blogging.. 4.55pm.. dun realli feel like working liao.. finishing 1 contract n event order, filing n im goin off!but dunno wad time can go off.. cux he wans to have a talk wif me.. sianz!hope i can run off b4 he catches me.. =Pim goin back to MDIS to continue my modules..im goin to concentrate n finish these 4 modules!DETERMINED! haha.. gt motivated when seeing you studyin so hard..so, wish me luck! Neglected.. .. =(Labels: vacation.. im coming..
pics..
1:07 AM
8 sep 07
1:46 AM
grandma is sick.. 'shen she' in chinese.. think is a kind a rashes that will goes round ur body..its a myth that if the rashes grows one round on ur body..ur life will be in danger.. scary~i've already moved back to woodlands le..for a few weeks liao.. well, like wad my bro sae in his blog --> (coughBreakcough)true like wad he says.. nt onli for that but also i wan to move back long ago le..realli wish that mum will nt be goin overseas for work.. (pray hard)gotta sae that my hse/bed is weird.. gt a kind of power to let me rot at hm for the whole day..and lettin me to have the feeling nt to work, only sleep n eat! haha! (Oink)Lots of changes still happening in hotel, work n my life..Hotel changes for better (they claimed that), my work load getting heavier..as for my life.. hmm.. more colours coming up? hee =)Yest was suppose to leave work earlier for shopping n bowling wif my cousin n aunt.. but..last min i need to go for the Olga's catering to send the food tags.. (madness)took a stupid cab there n there was jam everywhere.. when i reached Capital Tower, passed the fd tag.. n i left wif the f&b ppl..than headed to meet him.. had some drinks.. than went back to pack my things n left for clarke quay..think we are 'very lucky' to see them.. wth.. but we manage to escape.. but still.. guess we will be the headlines nxt week.. LOL~headed for supper.. (didnt had supper for veri long alrdy)than hm.. n i went out again.. lol.. madess rite.. Till nw.. i'm still rotting.. keke.. maybe goin for movies later.. wad should we watch? where should we watch? Hmm..oh ya.. darling ger.. im happy for you that u have found someone u love!
jiayou ya! love you alwaes.. meet up soon ya.. =DFor how long are we suppose to be like this?
Thou i noe this will be happening from the start..
i noe its difficult.. i understand..
most of all, im still happy no matter wad..
Smiles.. =)
Labels: Smiles =)
05 Sep 07
6:23 PM
didnt blog for quite some time liao...was lazy and there were lots of things happened..so chose nt to blog..thou recently there's so much unhappiness happening around..there's still something happy happened too...which is a surprise..some things dun come by easy.. tts y the more we have to cherish it..HAPPY BIRTHDAY xiuzhen.. =)i will love & cherish wad i have now.. =)
Labels: i need a vacation.. ..
max n me.. 
him again..
on board wif gwen n bro.. ..
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