Having heard the news that xia wei had passed away realli make my heart sunk..got to know on sat, told by weimin.. asked him nt to joke wif me.. but he sounded so serious..than i know that it's true... till nw.. still cannot accept the fact that he is nt wif us anymore..noe wad? he jus contacted my last month!askin me for nm's no. and at times he will call me to chat while workin or waiting for gf..there are so many things which i regretted for nt doin it.. but its pointless to regret nw..he's nt here anymore.. ='(went to the wake.. waited for him to come.. saw him..couldnt believe my eyes.. (shall nt describe in details)i'm realli stumped for words.. legs all rooted to the ground..all the flashes in sec sch all came back.. Mentos, laughters, CDs, chattings etc.. he's my 'jiemei' .. we shared everything.. =(couldnt sleep last nite.. once i close my eyes and i'll see him.. my heart starts to beat fast, shiver and tears...almost fainted on the street this morning.. teared in the office jus nw.. i jus couldnt accept the fact!! ='(we jus couldnt accept that we jus lost a fren like tt...he's onli 21.. leaving his dad, mum, elder bro n sis behind..and us... =(all we could do is jus prayed that he's fine up there.. and do wad we can for his family..xiawei, you will be always in our hearts.. Thanks for companying me the whole nite
and the breakfast..
i feel so xing fu.. =)
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