there's no world outside;

16 May 2009

8:38 AM

Now that i have cleared all my thoughts and know clearly what i wan...
i felt so relieved and happy..
like i've jus threw away a huge rock in my heart.. =)

Thou i noe this takes abit of time.. but i think it's worth it..

right now, im still waiting for my macdonald's supper to reach..
waitting for 1 and a half hrs la!! =(
tts my dinner.. and now its like 11.41 pm liao...
a HUNGRY woman is a ANGRY woman..

i realli wan to thank my Ivy, Ann, Rach, Ed to be there when im realli down..
thanks again! u guys are wonderfulll =))

and and ... deardear... thanks for being there for me no matter wad..

alrite.. off to wait for my dinner liao.. =)

Labels: i will be happy like before.. =))

13 May 09

11:26 PM

I cant breathe anymore!!!

There are just too many things weighing on my mind.. ..

There's already an ans to it.. it's a matter of whether i wan to do it or not..
and i think i just to think and sort out my mind clearly this time round..
of cux.. i do not wish anyone to get hurt.. ..

I just wan to get out of this as soon as possible..
cux im sinking in too far.. too deep..

oh god, please lead me the way or give me some guidance to end this misery.. =(

Labels: drank, drink, drunk ..

02 May 09

8:44 PM

Went to watch "17 again" with deardear, ebon and jack.

Nice show! =D plus Zac Efron is realli veri handsome!! Cool!~

I'm so captivated by him!! haha!! opps.. deardear's gonna kill me... =X

How i wish im back to my 17 again.. which im still in Secondary 5 preparing my 'O' levels..

So much fun that i've missed out during sec sch days.. and the regret is that i didnt attend my grad. nite. =(

life sux now in the working environment that im in now..

no choice but to continue to take the hardship for now.. .. ..

How long will this last... ... ...?? I do not have a ans too.. do you??

Labels: 17 again... ...

01 May 09

12:47 AM

It's been so long since I blogged..

celebrated my bdae with my family and dear dear..
also had a mini bbq with ebon, jack, mel, justin, matthew, ping..
had a great celebration with my colleagues as well.. thanks dearies..
wanna thank everyone for their best wishes.. =) and for all the memorable memories..

will be celebrating deardear's bdae at st james on this sat..
please join us!! =D

regardless of wad will the outcome be, as long as this is wad i wan,
I will still be persistent of it.

Labels: there's always someone that will have your heart