there's no world outside;

24 Jun 09

7:28 PM

IF ONLY . . . . . .

06 Jun 09

3:08 AM

It has been days.. ..
Still in the mist of recovering.. ..
these few days i have been downing myself with work..
not to let myself to have time to think of anything..

Well, some progress these few days.. but i broke my 'rules' today.. =(
CRIES..
i dun wan to regret in life.. but there are just so much that we can do..

still at work now.. and yes.. WORK... haiz.. =\
need a drink badly.. guess i will go over to have some drinkS.. .. =)

next week will be a more hectic week..
hopefully by then everything will be gone..
gone by the wind.. ... ... ...

Labels: 无能为力.. ..

03 June 09

6:51 PM

Thou i dun say much or express myself much infront of you..
but.. there are so much unbearable, inexpressible & unspeakable pain that im having..
you've brought me to the heaven and hell at the same time..
which i cant take it anymore..

I do realli hope this will be gone once and for all..

I realli do not wan to suffer all these unnecessary unhappiness...

I wan to be happy like before..

so i beg you.. please do not come into my life again...

i just need some time..
some time to recover myself..
some time to forget about the incident..
some time to forget you.......

right now..
i just wan to drown myself with work.. work.. and work...
hope by keeping myself busy..
i can get by this as soon as possible..

so.. please get out of my life!!! thank you very much...

I wan my long break soon... very soon please...

counting down.. 2 months... ... ...

Labels: inexpressible, unbearable, unspeakable pain..